I sympathize for certain somebody who is so lonely until that somebody could create images in that little stupid head just to distract that head from thinking how stupid that head has been all along and still denying the obvious fact that everything happened now has nobody to blame but that little stupid head. There you go! You can re-read it few times, and the meaning of the sentence will come around. :)
Have a little bit patience, yeah, that would be just the best i could do now. Just waiting for the perfect time to strike back. So that someday that little head could realize how messed up that head has been all this while.