Have a little bit patience

I sympathize for certain somebody who is so lonely until that somebody could create images in that little stupid head just to distract that head from thinking how stupid that head has been all along and still denying the obvious fact that everything happened now has nobody to blame but that little stupid head. There you go! You can re-read it few times, and the meaning of the sentence will come around. :)

Have a little bit patience, yeah, that would be just the best i could do now. Just waiting for the perfect time to strike back. So that someday that little head could realize how messed up that head has been all this while.

Semoga semakin baik

I just hope things are going to get better after they got worst. That's all i'm asking. Only God knows how much I have been through. Despite all of these, I believe everything happens for a reason. For whatever reasons there might be, I believe those made who I am now. God knows what's best for us. Semoga hari-hari yang mendatang akan bertambah baik. InsyaAllah :)

Till then, keep praying. x0x0 :P

Cintalah yang memungkinkan segala

Well, the title has nothing to do with anything at all. Just a line from a song. If you know what i mean. Anyway, it's nearly 2010. Just a few more days to go. Thought of getting myself a list of things to do in 2010. Sort of a guide. Not that i ever had one before haha

I just got back from my bro's house, watching sehati berdansa finale. I never got myself addicted to it. Oh ya, my bleeding gum is sort of improved a lil. I changed to sensodyne and EXTRA soft toothbrush. But still bleeds though. I haven't really google things that i should eat to strengthen the gum. Hmmmm. My face isn't really what i expected. The acne scars are far from gone and yet, acne still appears again and again. I wonder what's the best thing that can permanently stop it from occuring. Now, i'm still considering other options apart from dermedex. Maybe traditional remedy? on top of my over-the-counter products. Oh ya, got my hair coloured! After several years. This time, it's mud cherry. I think it's ok. Hope it won't turn any brighter.

I still have 2 weeks plus before going back to KL and Bali trip. Gotta make the best of what i have now. Okay then, i'm gonna quit now. Watching 'saus kacang' in a min. Bye!

Grow and Series

Good evening,

I'm about to tuck myself to bed soon. My eyes aren't really tired but my body is. After almost 2 weeks into the so called workout chart prepared by a friend, i decided to take a day off today. Instead, overhauling the house hohoho not alone of course, with the help of the three gorillaz hahaha

Since the break starts, i seldom go out of the house. I prefer to stay inside. Kinda lazy. I will go out only if there's a purpose. Like tonight, went out with my family to go shop for groceries. Then had my dinner at Usop's. Gosh, that was a heavy meal for as late as 10 pm. Not good for the belly :P.

Acne so far is cooling down, after dermedex. Hopefully for another few weeks, my face will be flawless :P Another problem is my gum. It keeps on bleeding every time i brush my teeth. I wonder what's wrong. Will google about it tomorrow. Gotta eat something to strengthen the gum i guess.

Anyway, keep on yawning thousands of time. Guess it's good night then. :)

The Return

Generally, when this blog is being updated again, after a longgggggggg pause, it means i'm totally bored. :P

A quick update, i'm on my semester break since november 24th, 2009 till january 25th, 2010. In that period, most of the time i'll be in Miri, for sure. But probably will be going to Bali in this coming January, just before the new, final semester starts. And yeah, it's my final semester, hopefully.

This is just a start of my comeback. I'll get in touch regularly. Peace :)

Buhsann

Ngantok nyaaa. Aku rah opis tok. Dr kol 730 tek aku gik kayo2 and duduk2 sik molah apa2. Cam sikda mood jak nak keja ritok. Now dah Tuesday. I cant wait for weekend to come. Every week jak ku menantikan weekend. Pathetic oh. Opis tok pun cam sunyik. Suma molah keja kedirik. Nak berloyar pun susah. Hmm.

Ptg tok ku mok gi jogging gik mun sik ujan. Cam mok g nangga wayang malam tok. P sik tauk la mun tiba2 malas mun dah rah umah. Aku asa nang dah lamak lalu sik nangga cita baru. Ketinggalan zaman alu jak. Dah series pun aku sik tercope up gik.
Hmm..im bored. Okaylah. Till next time!

Sunday Night

Dah ari minggu rupanya. Cepat nak masa berlalu. Ku asa dah lamak blog tok tergendala jap. Nak padah busy nang sik lalu. P still juak ku sikda masa nak polah apa2. Dah bekerja asa sikda life jak. Weekdays nang iboh cita. Petang balit keja dah lelah, malam nak kuar pun pk dua 3 kali. Weekends jak pat berjalan. P bila dah berjalan sik tauk nak ke sinei. hmmmmmm

Previously, i used to blog in english, 100 percent in english. P nektok cam wht the heck, best gik main campur2 hahahaha p tedah la to sapa2 nok sik paham swak. Okay, just a recap. Weekend tok tek, on friday night g lepak rah kampong weles for dinner with cdak ogm and sko including org2 nok besa kuar salu. Selama ku di miri tok which is 10 years, bok first tyme ku makan rah sia. and surprisingly di embak oleh org nok baruk 2 bulan rah sitok hahahaha. p sik nyaman lak la makanannya. no wonder org sik penah embak makan sia wahahaha. kakya g lepak rah taman awam, main rah playground. before tok ku cam hesitate sikit mok g taman awam malam2. cos sia lok bahaya bah...ada org berbunuh ka apa. p that nite cam okay jak, plus rami org juak...and ada guard juak jalan2 embak asuk besar. so i think its safe now. i hope. but fortunately everything just went smoothly. main2, loyar2 and bergambar2. kakya alu balit around midnite. then balit2 umah alu pengsan. kakya bangun gik on saturday just in time for lunch, then g mall for groceries then kuar gik sekali ngan geng2 nok besa kuar sama (aith, ati, erika & ren) to singapore chicken rice (first time juak ku ke ctok, padahal dah lamak lalu bukak) then to marina bay. Ada gambar marina bay, p rah hp erika and ren, so kelak2 la upload.

Oh yeah, ive got myself a haircut ritok. Although its not how i expected, p okay la. mana2 hahaha..ku mok biar nya panjang and yet manageable, p it turned out short. p aku dah besa mun kuar dr salon nang sik puas hati hahahaha..sikpa, i keep on telling myself, it'll grow before u even know it hahahha..ku pun dah cam rimas rambut panjang..susah alu mok style..dah rambut wavy..kenak di straighten gik dpn ya baruk la senang sikit nyawa...but now its a lil change..not happy with it, and not sad about it either..okay la..ahhaa

rambut ku yang baru yang tidak seperti yang di jangka kan

Alright then. Till next time!